"I am a black man in a black boy's body,
why am I a threat to you?
Do you know that I love the same things that you love,
and that is an interest to you?
I am a black man in a black boy's body
with hopes and dreams.
Honestly, I am sick and tired of seeing and hearing
our mother's scream,
for their black men.
We are being taken away because of the color of our skin.
I want to live without fear,
do you know that killing us is a sin?
I am tired, I have no more screams.
I want to be able to live and build my dreams.
I want you, yes you, to love me and I will love you back.
Because I am a black man".
I wrote the poem "I Am A Black Man" when I was nine years old, because I hoped to use it as a cry to the police officers who are there to protect us but during that time it didn't feel like that.
I have always known that the police was there to serve as our protector but for a while, the media made it feel like the complete opposite.
I would watch my mother cry whenever she watched the nightly news because there was always something on the news about another black man that was murdered by the police.
I did not want to think of police officers as murderers or only think of them in a negative way.
Therefore, after thinking long and hard as to what I would do if I were a police officer and how I could create the change needed in my community and country, I came up with the poem.
Being a police officer should be an awesome honor.
The thought of protecting others and providing a sense of security to a community or individuals who are in need of protection, leadership, and guidance is priceless and rewarding.
If I were a police officer, I would first make every effort to earn the trust of the people I serve.
This is very important these days because police officers all over seem to have a bad reputation. Most of these killings targeted African American men and boys like myself, and unfortunately anyone else who identifies as a minority.
This made me very sad.
I personally know that many good police officers exist and unfortunately they suffer the consequences for the ones that do not seem to honor their badge or the oath they took upon becoming a police officer.
It almost feels like the "bad ones" cause a lot of fear and subsequently betray the trust of the people they promise to serve.
I would feel compelled to change the way people think and feel about the police force and what they truly stand for.
I would make myself more available to the people I serve. I would show up to as many community events that target young people.
That way I could put their minds at ease.
I would do more community policing so that the residents know that I am always available and not just when something goes wrong. Building relationships especially with young men of color just to prove to them that police officers are there to protect and serve would be a priority of mine.
Most importantly, I would encourage more young people to join the police force and be a positive change.